..but not alive?
生活 皆是如此一般
雕阑玉砌应犹在 只是朱颜改
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你开心 所以我开心
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Child's Heart
was on bus number 12 home
saw this little girl, call Chelsea
she wanna play scissors paper stone wit her dad
one round, the wager is $100/-
the father said "i dun have $100!"
the little girl starts to throw tantrums
the father said "how about $2?"
chelsea cried "i don't want, i want $100!"
her elder sister sitting in front playing PSP said
"chelsea, $1 can buy sweets already
daddy tell her $1 or nothing!"
she starts to hammer her dad
hahha..
irritatingly cute
(how long have i not used this word?)
irritatingly cute
irritatingly cute
i remember some time ago
i was on the bus
there was this girl
i "satay" her
(rub my finger under her nose)
she would start covering her face
it was really fun
and irritatingly cute
(this was the only time i used this word)
best bus ride ever
hope she's doing well in school
made some great friends in life
cos life is not an easy journey
i envy em kids
Child's Heart
Charles' Heart
any readers know my secret name's Charles? (besides Tony)
I'm a Child's Heart
I'm a Peterpan Legacy
I fly...
saw this little girl, call Chelsea
she wanna play scissors paper stone wit her dad
one round, the wager is $100/-
the father said "i dun have $100!"
the little girl starts to throw tantrums
the father said "how about $2?"
chelsea cried "i don't want, i want $100!"
her elder sister sitting in front playing PSP said
"chelsea, $1 can buy sweets already
daddy tell her $1 or nothing!"
she starts to hammer her dad
hahha..
irritatingly cute
(how long have i not used this word?)
irritatingly cute
irritatingly cute
i remember some time ago
i was on the bus
there was this girl
i "satay" her
(rub my finger under her nose)
she would start covering her face
it was really fun
and irritatingly cute
(this was the only time i used this word)
best bus ride ever
hope she's doing well in school
made some great friends in life
cos life is not an easy journey
i envy em kids
Child's Heart
Charles' Heart
any readers know my secret name's Charles? (besides Tony)
I'm a Child's Heart
I'm a Peterpan Legacy
I fly...
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm
and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm
and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Goodbye, Destination A!
Goodbye, Destination A! =)
I don't need to travel anymore
I don't have to anymore
I won't need to get my lost/high fix anymore
I'm cured
My little cottage is built
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
[Final messages]
Pei-g - bury the hate, dun fight anymore. you think u are not fighting, but u actually are. look at wat u are doing? trying to destroy me on my blog, i'm too imbal to be destroyed already cos i admit my mistakes, repent and learnt from it already. i have forgiven myself. i never denied hurting you. if both of us have to hurt, at least let her be free.
Friends - too many to be named here. Thanks for standing by me at my weakest moments. Especially Adrian, Wilson, Pangster, Pok and Animal Farm. I love you all. Though i managed to break free by myself, each and everyone of you played a part being by my side. I dunno how to repay your kindness, maybe you can fuck my backside (i'm kidding only ar, i kill you if u do)!
International - thanks for all your expensive calls and messages from overseas to check if i'm ok =) Really sweet of you guys. Sze Tat (China), Lou Yi (Taiwan), Kuo Hsin (Paris), JiaJin (Australia), Songyu (Australia), Leslie (Indonesia + Thailand), Tasha (Heaven)
The Weak - friends i tried to heal and give my words of advice. I've been there, i know no words can save you. only you can save yourself. Be strong. Time will not heal, nobody can help you. you have to find your own cure. 小雨，保佑你！
The Divine - though it din help. Thanks to Yong Kang's God, 大伯公, 四马路观音, 六殿大爷伯
The Rest - who dun understand what the f*ck i'm blogging most of the time. check out the songs on my imeem playlist for Destination A, go through every single lyrics to them. Maybe you will.
MING - remember what you promise Adrian. Now spread your wings and fly..
http://thedemoninme.blogspot.com/
tomorrow i fly
there was a time
when we din care about what the world thinks
cos we knew we gon' be together forever
cos we knew we're made for each other
at the end of the ordeal
there was a time
when nobody wants to see us together
but it dun matter, no
cos i got you
there was a time
when i would do anything to protect u
to make you happy
to be there for you
bake my brains
bake my brains
my brain is so damaged now
i have forgotten most of it
let me forget every single remaining pieces of it
cos i will not hang on to an abandoned love
i will not be treated wit cruelty
i will not put anything before my dignity anymore
tomorrow i will fly
tomorrow i will soar
tomorrow i will unleash all my demons
burn down the heaven we built
every single piece of it
http://thedemoninme.blogspot.com/
when we din care about what the world thinks
cos we knew we gon' be together forever
cos we knew we're made for each other
at the end of the ordeal
there was a time
when nobody wants to see us together
but it dun matter, no
cos i got you
there was a time
when i would do anything to protect u
to make you happy
to be there for you
bake my brains
bake my brains
my brain is so damaged now
i have forgotten most of it
let me forget every single remaining pieces of it
cos i will not hang on to an abandoned love
i will not be treated wit cruelty
i will not put anything before my dignity anymore
tomorrow i will fly
tomorrow i will soar
tomorrow i will unleash all my demons
burn down the heaven we built
every single piece of it
http://thedemoninme.blogspot.com/
2 more Dota items
introducing 2 items
1. AEGIS - got it from fighting Roshan, this errmm big monster. this item gives u an extra life when u die. kinda like unicorn - ressurection. but only once.
2. HELM OF THE DOMINATOR - give you +5 armor, +20 damage, 15% life steal, ability to domintate creeps. Creeps means enemy minions, not those tasty little french crepes you eat. Why would u wanna dominate crepes anyway?
i'm supposed to make this item into Satanic to get +25% life steal, +25 strength, +5 armor, Unholy Rage (active). but i was too imbal-ly squashing A.I.s like ants, i forgot all about the items.
Seeing is NOT Believing
Mahjong session at my house
Wilson, Bryan, Pok & Cherlie
板面
Omelette Rice - Indian Muslim style =)
F*ckin' hell!
Why i kena reservist letter, Adrian never kena?
Moreover he's working and i'm schooling
Report my ass~~
Witnessed a car knockin' over a pizza boy
there were pizza all over the floor
some passerby students came to help him up
quite poor thing
but i can't help but find it kinda amusing
wat kinda sick bastard have i become?
Lodging Opera can be a total b*tch!
especially when you're a computer idiot
like me.. F*ck!
Went to see Pras after that
glad it wasn't a couselling session
he juz wanted to talk to me about SIP
and really boring stuff about my career plans
I used to really love Pras when i was in Sem1.1
Really jealous/envious of him for a year
now, i really just see him as "another" lecturer
who remembers my name - MING
not wrong i saw someone cry
why?
too stressed up?
sand/dust in your eye?
just having a flu?
its a new trend to cry?
new guy dumped you?
dumped new guy?
it better not be for me
else it would be wicked sick
cos i dun wanna believe wat SH told me
cos you were the one who dumped me
and moved on;
forbid me to put up our pictures
even called the cops on me;
and tell me to pretend we never met;
then tell me we could still be "brothers"
yet act like i'm your b*tch;
if anyone were to deserve sympathy
it would be ME
but i dun see the need to cry anymore
and i dun think i can anymore
i found back so many things i lost when i was wit u
tears i never knew i had
pain i never knew i would feel
pride and ego - something a man can never lose
sanity, dignity & judgement - something a man needs as much as food, air and water
and now, anger, i thought i had killed long ago
not wrong i am damn strong now
not wrong tomolo when i get my wings
i will be IMBAL!
so what does it take
for you to be happy?
maybe u need to cry 85 days
go backpacking
take some chill pills
get some tattoos
maybe, just maybe
you'll be fine too
cos you dun and i wun
wanna kiss you on the forehead
and tell you
"everything's gonna be alright!"
Seeing is NOT Believing
Believing is Seeing
that was how i brought you to heaven
i hope its just the flu virus or dust
else you're really beautifully weird!
my dearest Tasha, if you were here
i would carry you in my arms like i used to
and we'll soar to great heights
and you can disturb all the birds in the skies;
BUT before all, you have to let me rub your nose
pull your tail
and tickle your big proud ears
i'm such a big bully, but i love you, girl
and i'll always do!
the bus is so freakin' packed
but i'm glad i get to sit down this time
(if you get wat i mean..)
shall do up DPD presentation slides
play some Dota
get "lost" for the last few times
and knock out till tomolo morning
postscript:
i din mention any names
readers, do not assume
its not what, who, where, when, which, why, how you are thinking
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Ancient Tango of Essifaction
i watch as grass grows out of the barren abandoned land
which was a forest i have set fire to
with my very own hands
for the sake of a tree
my evergreen forests
my oldest trees that gives the best shelters
my trees that bears the sweetest fruits
and attracts the birds that serenades the most beautiful melodies
gone
they will grow again
i juz have to be patient about it =)
in the middle of the forest
i will build a small wooden cottage
just me and my small wooden cottage
which was a forest i have set fire to
with my very own hands
for the sake of a tree
my evergreen forests
my oldest trees that gives the best shelters
my trees that bears the sweetest fruits
and attracts the birds that serenades the most beautiful melodies
gone
they will grow again
i juz have to be patient about it =)
in the middle of the forest
i will build a small wooden cottage
just me and my small wooden cottage
1st DOTA IMBAL
Foreword: I AM A DOTA IDIOT! I swear~~
I juz had my very first Dota IMBAL
using this Axe guy call Mogul Kahn (yes.. mogu mogu~)
For the sake of those who dun play Dota
I've listed the items:
1. Satanic: +25% life steal, +25 strength, +5 armor, Unholy Rage (active)
2. Divine Rapier: +250 damage
3. Power Treads: +65 movement speed, +30% attack speed, +10 of chosen attributes
4. The Butterfly: +30 agility, +30 damage, +30% increased attack speed, +30% Evasion
5. Radiance: +60 damage, Radiance effect (aura), 8% Evasion
6. Hand of Midas: +30% attack speed, Transmute (active)
If you are a Dota player, you'll probably be laughing at the items i bought
I just started playing Dota 2 weeks ago after being Imbal in Monster Hunter 2G
I have totally wat item does wat and where to buy them from, usually i'll spend like 5min staring at the recipe shops scratching my head searching for items. And i always get scolded by team mates for buying stupid and useless items.
I NEVER bought this thing, every Dota player knows its a MUST-BUY, called Ancient Tango of Essifaction ("eating tree") its kinda like health potion. And i'm very stubborn about it. Maybe because i'm not a vegetarian?
Power Treads is my must-buy cos it makes my hero run faster, another 2 items that i never fail to buy (no matter what hero I got) is the Radiance and the Hand of Midas. The reasons are even stupider.
Radiance makes your enemies nearby glitter very pretty-ly, Hand of Midas allows you to turn your little enemy minions into gold which is rather entertaining sometimes. Another item i always make is the Mask of Madness because the icon looks like Captain America and it sucks off enemies' life like a vampire.
This is the first time I bought items like The Butterfly, Divine Rapier and Satanic. I don't even know what they do and if i'm using them correctly, just happened that I have a lot of gold and I remembered my friends telling me these items are good.
I swear today is the first time i squash insane A.I. like ants!
Like ants!
Mogu Mogu~~
I juz had my very first Dota IMBAL
using this Axe guy call Mogul Kahn (yes.. mogu mogu~)
For the sake of those who dun play Dota
I've listed the items:
1. Satanic: +25% life steal, +25 strength, +5 armor, Unholy Rage (active)
2. Divine Rapier: +250 damage
3. Power Treads: +65 movement speed, +30% attack speed, +10 of chosen attributes
4. The Butterfly: +30 agility, +30 damage, +30% increased attack speed, +30% Evasion
5. Radiance: +60 damage, Radiance effect (aura), 8% Evasion
6. Hand of Midas: +30% attack speed, Transmute (active)
If you are a Dota player, you'll probably be laughing at the items i bought
I just started playing Dota 2 weeks ago after being Imbal in Monster Hunter 2G
I have totally wat item does wat and where to buy them from, usually i'll spend like 5min staring at the recipe shops scratching my head searching for items. And i always get scolded by team mates for buying stupid and useless items.
I NEVER bought this thing, every Dota player knows its a MUST-BUY, called Ancient Tango of Essifaction ("eating tree") its kinda like health potion. And i'm very stubborn about it. Maybe because i'm not a vegetarian?
Power Treads is my must-buy cos it makes my hero run faster, another 2 items that i never fail to buy (no matter what hero I got) is the Radiance and the Hand of Midas. The reasons are even stupider.
Radiance makes your enemies nearby glitter very pretty-ly, Hand of Midas allows you to turn your little enemy minions into gold which is rather entertaining sometimes. Another item i always make is the Mask of Madness because the icon looks like Captain America and it sucks off enemies' life like a vampire.
This is the first time I bought items like The Butterfly, Divine Rapier and Satanic. I don't even know what they do and if i'm using them correctly, just happened that I have a lot of gold and I remembered my friends telling me these items are good.
I swear today is the first time i squash insane A.I. like ants!
Like ants!
Mogu Mogu~~
doreen
OMG!!!!
doreen says:
did you went top table with amelia b4?
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
how u know? O_o!!!!
sorry was dota-ing
doreen says:
hahah
guys.
cos right.... .
i served ur table
SO.
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
REALLI?
i din even remember
how u know it was me?
doreen says:
ok i'm not sure if its u
but I THINK that person looks like you
but i recognise amelia...
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
yea it was me
doreen says:
she only went there with you right? no other guys right?
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
then how come i dun recognise u
doreen says:
no idea
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
maybe cos SSM u not so cute
doreen says:
i m not cute ~
so... it's the same
anw i think i rmb that you reminded me to top up ur water a few times. before mr goh has the chance to roar at me
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
so means i saboh-ed u?
doreen says:
nono
you helped me
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
means u stupid?
doreen says:
WHATTTTTTT
no ok
i 'm just.. panicky HAHAH
doreen says:
did you went top table with amelia b4?
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
how u know? O_o!!!!
sorry was dota-ing
doreen says:
hahah
guys.
cos right.... .
i served ur table
SO.
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
REALLI?
i din even remember
how u know it was me?
doreen says:
ok i'm not sure if its u
but I THINK that person looks like you
but i recognise amelia...
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
yea it was me
doreen says:
she only went there with you right? no other guys right?
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
then how come i dun recognise u
doreen says:
no idea
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
maybe cos SSM u not so cute
doreen says:
i m not cute ~
so... it's the same
anw i think i rmb that you reminded me to top up ur water a few times. before mr goh has the chance to roar at me
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
so means i saboh-ed u?
doreen says:
nono
you helped me
流浪のMING - MAKE ME KING this time, the heavens will tremble says:
means u stupid?
doreen says:
WHATTTTTTT
no ok
i 'm just.. panicky HAHAH
dunno why when lynette ask me to "eat shit"
i laugh like one mad man
anywayz did i say i lost my purple file?
my e-biz file?
i lost it and got 37/50
and MICE
went to study at mac wit wilson and mason
but end up playing battlefield and counterstrike
and i got an "A" wit wilson
how power is that?
catch up a bit on msn wit lynette, madeline, gina, ling ling
i love you girls - i swear
each one of u got ur own unique mental disorder
sorry chianlin, i give the crown to doreen
ooh darling cos you'll always be my baby =)
i laugh like one mad man
anywayz did i say i lost my purple file?
my e-biz file?
i lost it and got 37/50
and MICE
went to study at mac wit wilson and mason
but end up playing battlefield and counterstrike
and i got an "A" wit wilson
how power is that?
catch up a bit on msn wit lynette, madeline, gina, ling ling
i love you girls - i swear
each one of u got ur own unique mental disorder
sorry chianlin, i give the crown to doreen
ooh darling cos you'll always be my baby =)
i like to check wit myself from time to time
like a doctor
just that i'm both the doctor and the patient at the same time
even from years back
how are u feeling?
strong
why?
callous and careless
how strong?
imbal
are you happy?
there's no happy or unhappiness
why?
cannot feel any emotions
how?
i need a home
but you are a sagi?
even sagis need a home
but you are ming?
even ming need a home
freedom or home?
home, if its a right home
i give up all my freedom
i clip my own wings
like a doctor
just that i'm both the doctor and the patient at the same time
even from years back
how are u feeling?
strong
why?
callous and careless
how strong?
imbal
are you happy?
there's no happy or unhappiness
why?
cannot feel any emotions
how?
i need a home
but you are a sagi?
even sagis need a home
but you are ming?
even ming need a home
freedom or home?
home, if its a right home
i give up all my freedom
i clip my own wings
Monday, June 30, 2008
天亮起了
当你边飞边流下泪滴
我不认为谁变了心
听说你的爱碰上雨季
又湿了又冷生了一场病
心疼的我想给你暖意
倔强的你不让我走近
就算我真能拋弃一切
你又怎么去战胜自己
不顾一切的爱才算是爱
从来没有感慨一路走来
不记得悲哀只记得愉快
总想为你实现你的期待
不顾一切的爱无可取代
所受的伤害 都像是告白
天亮起了
是因为心情好了
没怎么了
爱情大概都这样了
Sorry Wilson, some lyrics cannot be expressed in English
Kan, be cool!
小雨， 保佑你。
Welcome back Bao Bao! =) Can't wait to see what you bought for me and Adrian
Thanks Pok, Wilson, Bryan and Cherlie
Purposely write some of my thoughts in Chinese so that most of you Jiat Kan Tans cannot read wat-in-hell i'm writing.. Even if you do, you won't know what it mean. Even if you know what it meant, you dunno how to relate it to my thoughts! Muahhahahahhahahahhahahhahahahhahahahahahhahahahahaha! 无双！
寻寻觅觅冷冷清清凄凄惨惨戚戚
乱世浮生
我一吼摇天万里威
此恨何时已
以杀止杀，以仁克暴
怕就怕春光灿烂成遗憾 只剩意难忘
Goodbye To You
Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star
All You Wanted
I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
Sunday, June 29, 2008
保佑我
突然变得很坚强，但躲不开心里淡淡的忧伤
保佑我
HANCOCK
anyone noticed the reflection on his shades?
left: esplanade right: singapore flyer
breakfast wit pok at Ya Kun
French Toast Set C
fwah-- so skinny
pok head kena stung by monster mosquito
hello gurpal
your daughter kicked my dog
tearful valentines' day
accessories for Thursday
Saba Set
Pok dun eat Black Pizza
only knew today after EIGHT years!
"Can I take a photo with you?"
昨天太近，明天太远
保佑我
保佑我
HANCOCK
anyone noticed the reflection on his shades?
left: esplanade right: singapore flyer
breakfast wit pok at Ya Kun
French Toast Set C
fwah-- so skinny
pok head kena stung by monster mosquito
hello gurpal
your daughter kicked my dog
tearful valentines' day
accessories for Thursday
Saba Set
Pok dun eat Black Pizza
only knew today after EIGHT years!
"Can I take a photo with you?"
昨天太近，明天太远
保佑我
Saturday, June 28, 2008
if its broken
wat matters is if u're willing to mend it
and how u will mend it
if its gone
wat matters is if u're willing to find it
and how u will find it
there's no right or wrong
wat matters is the strength to do it
and how u will do it
i can feel my wings
thursday please come fast
sagittarius love thursdays
wat matters is if i'm willing to make it beautiful
and how i will make it beautiful
take one last look at my empty back
before my wings burst out
and i will charge at the sun
burn and shine like a muthafuckin' arch-angel
learn to fly =)
wat matters is if u're willing to mend it
and how u will mend it
if its gone
wat matters is if u're willing to find it
and how u will find it
there's no right or wrong
wat matters is the strength to do it
and how u will do it
i can feel my wings
thursday please come fast
sagittarius love thursdays
wat matters is if i'm willing to make it beautiful
and how i will make it beautiful
take one last look at my empty back
before my wings burst out
and i will charge at the sun
burn and shine like a muthafuckin' arch-angel
learn to fly =)
Saturday Saturday Saturday
dearest pok, i dunno why and how it come to this end
i dun wanna hear things like
"its your friends and people around you that you are hurting, by hurting yourself"
i dun wanna hear things like
"you still have your friends and people who care, around you"
where the fuck is everyone when i'm alone fighting and crying?
at least now i dun even think about it
or maybe i've lost the ability to
time did not heal me
if u really have always been proud of me and have faith in me
believe in wat i'm doing now
believe in me
believe in the route i'm taking now
believe in me cos i finally see sunlight after 86 days
lunch at eunos wit yang, adrian and hs
bumped into puny zhao
took a long lecture from adrian
if he had scolded me i probably wun listen
but he told me he was disappointed
especially when i lied to him
cried at the coffeeshop
made a pact with him
保佑小雨
“谁说不能哭？我们不能输，我们要振作！保佑我。”
lomographer with swollen eyes
好后悔 好伤心
想重来 行不行
再一次 我就不会走向这样的结局
Thank you, Jocelyn!
Run and tell the angels
that everything's alright..
i dun wanna hear things like
"its your friends and people around you that you are hurting, by hurting yourself"
i dun wanna hear things like
"you still have your friends and people who care, around you"
where the fuck is everyone when i'm alone fighting and crying?
at least now i dun even think about it
or maybe i've lost the ability to
time did not heal me
if u really have always been proud of me and have faith in me
believe in wat i'm doing now
believe in me
believe in the route i'm taking now
believe in me cos i finally see sunlight after 86 days
lunch at eunos wit yang, adrian and hs
bumped into puny zhao
took a long lecture from adrian
if he had scolded me i probably wun listen
but he told me he was disappointed
especially when i lied to him
cried at the coffeeshop
made a pact with him
保佑小雨
“谁说不能哭？我们不能输，我们要振作！保佑我。”
lomographer with swollen eyes
好后悔 好伤心
想重来 行不行
再一次 我就不会走向这样的结局
Thank you, Jocelyn!
Run and tell the angels
that everything's alright..
任我醉倒在池边
（活着就像在天堂， 我将在二十四小时后消失）
脱下长日的假面 奔向梦幻的疆界 （午夜）
南瓜马车的午夜 换上童话的玻璃鞋 （为什么不想回家？）
让我享受这感觉 我是孤傲的蔷薇
让我品尝这滋味 纷乱世界的不了解
昨天太近 明天太远 默默聆听那黑夜
晚风吻尽 荷花叶 任我醉倒在池边
等你清楚看见我的美 月光晒干眼泪 （正午）
那一个人 爱我
将我的手 紧握 （你快乐吗？）
抱紧我 吻我 （我听到心跳声） 喔爱~~~ 别走（五月 夏日 午后）
隐藏自己的疲倦 表达自己的狼狈
放纵自己的狂野 找寻自己的明天
向你要求的誓言 就算是你的谎言 （我的心脏几乎停止）
我需要爱的慰借 就算那爱已如潮水 （五月 夏日 午后）
昨天太近 明天太远 默默聆听那黑夜
晚风吻尽 荷花叶 任我醉倒在池边 （悲哀的祷告在和式房间回转）
等你清楚看见我的美 月光晒干眼泪 （夏夜）
那一个人 爱我
将我的手 紧握 （时间以一种很奇怪的方式停顿)
抱紧我 吻我 喔爱~~~ 别走
那一个人 爱我 (拥抱像世界末日里，一对老夫妻相互取暖）
将我的手 紧握
抱紧我 吻我 喔爱~~~ 别走 （世界上任何风景都会留下你的回忆）
抱紧我 吻我 喔爱~~~ 别走 （我消失后会不会下地狱？）
抱紧我 吻我 喔爱 （要拥抱的不是自己的爱人 这种感觉很微妙 不可解）
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的 就是那些 该放进心里的人
那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞
才发现笑着哭最痛
能够忘记一切的解药 同时是一种毒药
任我醉倒在池边 对不起
没有人能够了解
只能怪自己不够坚强
同时败给了寂寞
Thursday, June 26, 2008
i'm not letting go of my pride and dignity this time round
no one can hurt me anymore
i will not allow
now i just want my justice
and i can be VERY brutal
if you push me hard enough
i will not be the sissy
everyone saw
never again
sorry adrian and bao bao
dun be disappointed wit me already
i wun do it again
i'm bigger than my body
gives me credit for
i will fly/soar out of this
no one can hurt me anymore
i will not allow
now i just want my justice
and i can be VERY brutal
if you push me hard enough
i will not be the sissy
everyone saw
never again
sorry adrian and bao bao
dun be disappointed wit me already
i wun do it again
i'm bigger than my body
gives me credit for
i will fly/soar out of this
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