i like to check wit myself from time to time
like a doctor
just that i'm both the doctor and the patient at the same time
even from years back

how are u feeling?
strong

why?
callous and careless

how strong?
imbal

are you happy?
there's no happy or unhappiness

why?
cannot feel any emotions

how?
i need a home

but you are a sagi?
even sagis need a home

but you are ming?
even ming need a home

freedom or home?
home, if its a right home
i give up all my freedom
i clip my own wings