Mahjong session at my house
Wilson, Bryan, Pok & Cherlie
板面
Omelette Rice - Indian Muslim style =)
F*ckin' hell!
Why i kena reservist letter, Adrian never kena?
Moreover he's working and i'm schooling
Report my ass~~
Witnessed a car knockin' over a pizza boy
there were pizza all over the floor
some passerby students came to help him up
quite poor thing
but i can't help but find it kinda amusing
wat kinda sick bastard have i become?
Lodging Opera can be a total b*tch!
especially when you're a computer idiot
like me.. F*ck!
Went to see Pras after that
glad it wasn't a couselling session
he juz wanted to talk to me about SIP
and really boring stuff about my career plans
I used to really love Pras when i was in Sem1.1
Really jealous/envious of him for a year
now, i really just see him as "another" lecturer
who remembers my name - MING
not wrong i saw someone cry
why?
too stressed up?
sand/dust in your eye?
just having a flu?
its a new trend to cry?
new guy dumped you?
dumped new guy?
it better not be for me
else it would be wicked sick
cos i dun wanna believe wat SH told me
cos you were the one who dumped me
and moved on;
forbid me to put up our pictures
even called the cops on me;
and tell me to pretend we never met;
then tell me we could still be "brothers"
yet act like i'm your b*tch;
if anyone were to deserve sympathy
it would be ME
but i dun see the need to cry anymore
and i dun think i can anymore
i found back so many things i lost when i was wit u
tears i never knew i had
pain i never knew i would feel
pride and ego - something a man can never lose
sanity, dignity & judgement - something a man needs as much as food, air and water
and now, anger, i thought i had killed long ago
not wrong i am damn strong now
not wrong tomolo when i get my wings
i will be IMBAL!
so what does it take
for you to be happy?
maybe u need to cry 85 days
go backpacking
take some chill pills
get some tattoos
maybe, just maybe
you'll be fine too
cos you dun and i wun
wanna kiss you on the forehead
and tell you
"everything's gonna be alright!"
Seeing is NOT Believing
Believing is Seeing
that was how i brought you to heaven
i hope its just the flu virus or dust
else you're really beautifully weird!
my dearest Tasha, if you were here
i would carry you in my arms like i used to
and we'll soar to great heights
and you can disturb all the birds in the skies;
BUT before all, you have to let me rub your nose
pull your tail
and tickle your big proud ears
i'm such a big bully, but i love you, girl
and i'll always do!
the bus is so freakin' packed
but i'm glad i get to sit down this time
(if you get wat i mean..)
shall do up DPD presentation slides
play some Dota
get "lost" for the last few times
and knock out till tomolo morning
postscript:
i din mention any names
readers, do not assume
its not what, who, where, when, which, why, how you are thinking
20 comments:
hahah.. please. why shld you be sympathised?
she dumped you cuz you two timed her for the ENTIRE relationship.
she moved on cuz she would be happier w/o you.
she called up the cops cuz you kept harrassing her and kept threatening** her to post intimate photos of you two on your blog for REVENGE**.
she told you to pretend you guys have never met cuz you kept telling people as if she was damn mean to you for no reason**, when in the first place, you were treating her and bixia like shit for damn long? all the lies to cover up your two timing truth.
leong mingen, please.
cut the act.
im not bitter abt our three years r/ship that ended (in which you two timed me for the last one year). i just find it really RIDICULOUS abt some things you do. all the lies and threats and trying to gain sympathy for just your reputation? i always knew reputation was of utmost imptance to you, but i didnt know you are THAT desperate.
maybe you've been brainwashed by yourself.
time for reality check please.
i still cant believe that you actually said you shld be the one to be sympathized?
how much have you changed, really?
TSK!
i was like shit to you, NEVER to her.
my biggest mistake was fallin for her before leaving you.
sympathy i do not need, but deserves.
after u left, she still think she'll be happier without me? i dun think so, she simply could resist the temptation of being courted by another guy.
she and i are just the same. she's done to me watever i've done to you. least i bother explaining to you when it ended. only i am more soft-hearted, less cruel and more fickle, during then.
we both realised the kind of guy you are,
that's why we left you.
we dont need someone as scheming as you,
no matter whether you are nice to us anot,
your character is really damn fcuked up.
why shld she stick to you when you were two timing you? do you get it anot? you've caused too much hurt in two timing us.
and get this straight,
you didnt tell us you were two timing us.
WE FOUND OUT OURSELVES**.
so, we LEFT.
neither of us wants you anymore. its not cuz of other guys. it's cuz being with you sucks.
haha.. i'm sorry?
she had knew about u all along
in fact we decided to hang on to it together cos i promise her one day i will leave you.
it was a mistake me and her made together. it was a painful path of hell-fire we decided we charge through so that one day we can finally be together.
i guess she wasn't honest with you till this point of time. knowing her, she only wants to protect herself now. she claims to be your friend, maybe she doesn't wanna hurt you.
if you still wanna continue discussing it here. i swear she'll go crazy when the rest of the school reads these exchange of words.
if you still see her as a friend, you better stop here. i'm game to admit the mistakes i have learnt here. but is she ready to let the world know that she has been lying to them?
spare a thought for her, will ya?
tsk. which girl can tolerate her bf two timing her? i guess one day she finally had enough of you. that's why she left you.
after u left, i whole-heartedly belonged to her. there were no other girls on my mind. i was so settled down.
i did u wrong, but i committed fully to her. after ignoring me for one week, i saw her with another guy. then she told me she juz dun wanna be wit me anymore.
get your facts right, pei-g.
tsk. you did both*** of us wrong all along. since when were you fully committed to one?
NEVER.
seriously. since you've done both wrong, both can leave you as and when we want. and we have the right to hang out with good guy friends? you wana control who we hang out with as well?
also, the reason for why she doesnt wana be with you is the same as why i didnt wana be with you for the many times you wanted me back. cuz you really suck.
get your facts right.
and stop calling me peig, im not your girl anymore and i dont want to be close to you.
Its such a disgusting name to be called by you.
just like how you call her pea.
and call other girls by special names.
only a flirt does that.
unless you think otherwise. (HAHA!)
i give each and everyone of my fren a special pet-name. its like a special connection, and its not exclusive to girls. guys as well.
wat do u know?
i was true to her.
so true to her.
i even gave her my blessings when she was wit the other guy.
wat do u know?
i gave u ur blessing when u were wit ur new guy too.
peig, thats quite enough
since today is my birthday
i wan to do some damage control
i'm a hallucinating bastard ok?
i was never with her
dun realli know her that well
never got intimate wit her before also
it was all just lies from me
to make my life more interesting
when i come back i wanna see all your friggin' comments deleted.
if you can't be happy, at least let her be happy now. let her have some reputation.
if u still wanna talk about it, unblock me on msn. or u can call me and yell at me for all u wan.
JUST THINK IN THE FIRST PLACE, WHO'S AT THE FAULT FIRST.
IT'S JUST A BLOODY SIMPLE QUESTION.
AND YOU KNOW THE ANSWER DEEP IN YOUR HEART.
YOU JUST DO NOT WANT TO ADMIT IT.
YOU KEEP SAYING THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO BREAK UP WITH BIXIA AND DEN BE WITH HER.
ARE THOSE ALL LIES HUR?
IT'S SO HILAROUS THAT YOU DUN EVEN KNOW HOW TO THINK HOW SHE HAD SUFFER WHEN SHE'S WITH YOU!?
IT'S BEEN A YEAR THAT SHE'S SUFFERING.
SHE HAVE TO KEEP IT TO HERSELF WHEN BIXIA IS HAVING A LEVELS, AND NOT TO DISTURB HER?
AND WHAT HAPPENED NEXT?
YOU KEPT DRAGGING AND DRAGGING.
FOR A BLOODY FEW MONTHS!
AND PLEASE SHE HAS DECIDED TO LEAVE YOU BECAUSE SHE'S SICK AND TIRED OF YOU NOT BECAUSE SHE SIMPLY CANT RESIST THE TEMPTATION OF BEING COURT BY OTHER GUYS!
OH MAN, TO THINK THAT YOU ACTUALLY "LOVE" HER.
TO THINK THAT AFTER SHE LEFT, YOU SAID THE YOU "LOVE" HER.
IF YOU REALLY DO LOVE HER, WILL YOU BLOODY HELL DUNNO THAT IF SHE CANT RESIST THE BLOODY TEMPTATION, SHE WOULD HAVE LEFT YOU WHEN YOU'RE STILL WITH BIXIA.
SHE HAS SO MUCH BETTER GUYS THAT WANTS TO WOO HER MAN!
AND PLEASE SHE DID A BLOODY RIGHT THING TO CALL THE COPS!
YOU'RE HARRESSING HER!
YOU TWO TIMED HER, AND NOW YOU THINK SHE TWO TIME YOU, ALTHOUGH SHE DID NOT DID IT, AND SHE WILL NOT ADMIT FOR SOMETHING THAT SHE DID NOT DO, NOW YOU FEEL THAT HOW SHE FELT AT THE POINT OF TIME WHEN SHE KNOWS THAT YOU HAVE GOT A GIRLFRIEND OUTSIDE?
PUT YOUR FUCKING SHOES INTO OTHER PEOPLE BEFORE PUTTING THE BLAME ON OTHERS.
AND BLOODY HELL, STOP YOUR ACT.
IT MAKES PEOPLE PUKE.
FUCKING DISGUSTING.
AND DON'T THINK EVERYONE CRY BECAUSE OF GUYS.
PEOPLE DO HAVE THEIR OWN PERSONAL PROBLEMS TOO!
DO NOT JUDGE A PERSON IF YOU DON'T KNOW HIM OR HER WELL!
*thank you, bixia for protecting her.
if you loved her you wouldnt threaten her to post intimate photos of her and harrass her to the extent she called up the cops.
if you were true to her you wouldnt have two timed her and get intimate with other girls(like me).
if you loved her you wouldnt be calling her "bitch" and "fuck you!' and laugh with glee when you saw her cry.
and you wouldnt have wanted revenge.
if you loved her you wouldnt have kept coming to look for me to patch things up with me.
please loh, so what if you gave her your blessings? its just an act. look at the amount of things you've done.
OH SO THAT'S YOUR LOVE?
yucks!
its sth i can perfectly live without.
your love is scary.
"its like a special connection"
you still call other girls such names when your "gf" told you she didnt like it.
that is alrdy a flirt, man.
ask other guys who do that?
ew.
cindy, first it wasn't lies
secondly, think logically how can she be sick and tired of me when we finally got to be together? lets juz say she got bored of me already?
cindy, if you dunno anything and would prefer to listen to one sided stories. just keep your comments to yourself. the guy admitted he was courting her before she left me.
so she lied to you too.
peig, none of you know wats going on in me and her minds, wat we've been through and we'll never say. we may tell you lies or just part of the story.
with that much cruelty from the person whom you love; that makes love turn into self-destruction, into insanity, into hate, into something that blew out of control.
great! one is her friend, one is her best friend. i wanna save her some face and reputation. now you girls wanna talk it out instead of burying it to save her some face and reputation.
alright, wat do you girls still wanna know?
from wat both of you say, it amuses me. she's exactly the female version of the old me.
she told you girls selectively stories, editing a lil here and there. feeling differently about things at different points of time.
i tot we were only the same when we were together. now we're not together she's still like me.
for the LAST TIME, i will bury all these and pretend i never met her and nothing happen. it will save her some face and reputation. if you girls still wanna fight about it. i can entertain you. game?
sorry ar.. Dota one round first. will reply late.
"secondly, think logically how can she be sick and tired of me when we finally got to be together?
omg.
cant believe you said that.
it shows how bad you know girls.
but its okay.
believe in what you want.
make your friends believe in what you want.
i feel like im talking to the wall.
from now on we have nothing to do with each other.
do not call me peig or whatsoever.
im not your friend, neither are you.
ive not only blocked you, ive deleted your email months ago.
do not send me cards/call/msg me even on impt days.
one thing that i know,
you havent changed.
you will only change into something worser and scarier.
you wont change to someone good, too many chances have been given to you.
your reputation is long gone.
your ego makes you believe what you want to believe in.
you are blinded.
you think you know.
laugh all you want since this amuses you.
trying to act like stopping the talk will save her reputation and all.
you are really a bastard.
im glad i got rid of you.
go cheat on somemore girls, leong mingen.
whatever i say here will not stop you anyway.
say all you want to say about me.
just wait for your retribution.
bye.
any more msg/call i get from you,
you will hear from the cops.
and do NOT mistaken,
I AM FOR ONCE VERY HAPPY WITHOUT YOU.
CANT BE ANY HAPPIER WITHOUT YOU.
SO PLEASE DO NOT THINK THAT I CANT BE HAPPY WITHOUT YOU.
(seriously what were you thinking?!?!hahahahaha)
i left you for the precise reason cuz i could be happier,
and i am.
im so glad i left you, and get to know so many guys better than you.
so do not say such things as "if you can't be happy," in the future.
since when did i say u cannot be happier WITHOUT ME?
u dun know wat happiness is
happiness is when there is no hatred
happiness is when u can forgive
i did hated her for leaving me
but i dun NOW
at this very moment
cos i am happy
OH GREAT!
YOU SAID THIS YOURSELF "for the LAST TIME, i will bury all these and pretend i never met her and nothing happen. "
so dun let me hear her saying OR EVEN READ HER MESSAGE IN HER INBOX FROM SOMEONE CALLED LEONG MING EN, and harress her anymore.
&please dun think that everything is what she said, cos we saw her inbox.
so who's telling lies?
oh maybe the messge centre sent the message to wrong person hur.
since you admit that i'm her bestfriend, and bixia is her friend, OF COS I WOULD WANT TO BELIEVE IN HER MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE.
in a relationship, trust is the most important factor.
if you lose this factor you're gone.
that's all.
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